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Ready for magic by MattiasA Ready for magic :iconmattiasa:MattiasA 142 5
I Am Married to Disappointment
I am married to Disappointment.
He holds me in the night when the only
other comfort I have is the warmth
of cotton sheets beneath my skin and
the residue of salt on my lips.
He weaves his arms around my shoulder
blades and lets me rest my head against
his neck. “There, there,” he says.
“Tell me everything.” And I do.
I first became acquainted with
Disappointment at age five
when my best friend surrendered to the renegade
cells waging war on her fragile body.
Disappointment abandoned her for me,
shaking my hand. “We’ll be seeing a lot
of each other,” he said. And we did.
Disappointment followed me down
school hallways and shadowed me
as I sat, innocent and hopeful,
in God’s house. He stood beside me
as the wheels of my dad’s truck rolled
away, leaving skid marks
in their wake, and hovered over me
as I read the scrawled goodbye note
from the boy I wanted to know.
I thought he abandoned me for my
grandmother once as she lay
drooling a
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im sorry for ditching you guys a lot but a lot has happen..
i got my first job and i had to work lots of hours
im in a relationship... and right now.. it's not going well
i had to drop out of college due to my job and not paying a fine
but i am working on a book series and if you want to read, click here and just tell me what you think!
im just going through a lot so im sorry that i missed you guys
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I don’t think I’m coming back to deviant art—at least not to write poetry, not for a while.

There are a few reasons for this.

Firstly, my beliefs regarding a lot of social justice poetry that I’ve written have changed as I’ve gotten older. As a woman of color, the views I shared as a girl regarding racism and social justice have evolved, drastically.

I’d like to say that I’ve grown, and they’re not exactly the same as they were when I first started writing.

At the same time, I no longer believe that this platform is effective for poetry.

I don’t think deviantart is what it used to be. I won’t go into detail, but the website has changed. It’s become a task to submit my work, and an even harder task to get it out there.

I hope this explains my prolonged absence.

Thanks to everyone who followed me in the past, and I hope you understand! That said, feel free to enjoy my older writings. 

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As summer has approached, I officially have no job until next year! So I’m trying to make a steady paycheck writing poetry over the summer! All poetry will be five  dollars, and I’m pretty much open to do anything. Check my gallery for examples!

May paypall is! And you can also hmu in my notes so we can discuss what you’d want.

Feel free to spread this message round! 

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Kill yourself, because your ship is disgusting, you see.
Kill yourself, go on do it, because you disagree with me.

I don’t care if it’s fictional, it’s obviously the real thing,
because there’s no difference between fiction and reality.

I’ll harass you and stalk you and send you hate,
I’ll rally my friends to harass you, like fish to bait.

We’ll swarm you like fire, make your life hell.
We’ll find your real-life accounts, we’ll doxx and tell.

You’ll wake up with your inbox overfull,
with death threats and suicide baits all mailed to you.

But God forbid you threaten legality,
God forbid you say the same to me.

Stop telling me I’m wrong, I’m just a minor.
I can do what I want, I don’t care of a whiner.

I can’t control myself, I’ve got mental illness too.
I’m not in control of my actions, so just deal with it, “uwu”.

Never mind the fact that my actions have hurt you,
that they’ve caused you mental strain and stress too.

I can unleash a multitude of words to crush your soul,
can do things that will destroy you whole.

And don’t you dare complain, you must sit and take it.
And because I’m a minor, I’m absolutely protected

And a note form the poet, if I may,
being a minor does not exempt you in anyway.

You should feel guilty for the things you do,
because being a minor is never an excuse.
I'm a (Tumblr) Minor
Some of this is literally taken from conversations I’ve had with tumblr minors. There’s this ridiculous notion that a) because you’re a minor you can do anything you want an it’s excusable? And b) if you’ve got a mental illness and you’re a minor, you can do anything you want.
That’s an issue, because that’s incorrect.
The idea that you can literally send death threats to someone and tell them to kill themselves over something fictional, and then cannot be held accountbale is complete bullshit and if you do this or know someone who does this, you need help.
Because if people are reinforcing this behavior, than you think it’s okay to do it, and it bleeds into real life.
You talk about liking a problematic ship bleeding into reality, your awful behavior is bleeding into reality.
Anyway tell me watcha think, be respectful please!
My heart clenches when I stare at you.
Just as it does when I gaze at the moon.

As if there was a connection established long ago,
a connection that my soul yearns to know.  

Yes! I have met you in the past, of that I am certain.
Though when, or where, I regret that I cannot determine.

But this feeling of old, it is unshakable
your presence and soul divinely unmistakable.

I have envisioned us together in ancient lands,
and there in my dreams we walk hand in hand.

We have enjoyed the company of the other,
in times of old we have remained together.

In ways you have changed but your soul remains.
Forever a beacon of light that calls my name.

We have locked eyes on multiple occasions,
and we search one another for recognition.

You see through smoke and fog of that I can tell,
you discern my aura through a timely veil.

I dare not approach lest I ruin my chance,
I will live in silence, sparing little but a glance.

Though I worry little, because we are destined to be,
together, as one, for all eternity.

For you are my soulmate, my other half.
And I will wait if I must, as I have done in the past.
We Have Met Before

I call this the “calm before the storm”, because the next poem I have to write has to do with social justice, and that’s always a shit storm.
But to be fair, have you felt this way? Certain people I can swear I’ve met before, but not in this life. And I often wonder if the people we marry, and are happy with, are those we’ve met in the past? Who knows. 

also thanks Nelyasun for the suggestion, reminded me to finish this! 

With the semester coming to an end, and a month of free time hanging in the distance, I plan to write more poetry. I've gotten some complete, but not enough. 

That said, any suggestions? 

I'm thinking of doing more social poetry, but also spiritual. Though the subject, i'm not clear on yet. I'll be posting some more throughout the week hopefully (absolutely no promises), but I'd like to be more active. 
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Hey there! Lidsworth. 19. Psychology Major.

I write poetry for a hobby and occasionally draw. Hope you like my gallery, though beware, there are strong opinions.



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